Sunday, September 5, 2010

Good Day!!

To all my Lonely Gazers, I have good news for you. It can help you to cope up your loneliness as you continue dealing with your emotions just what I did for the past days of being lonely everytime I encounter problems and everytime I missed my family. First, I learn to imagine having someone there. Someone who can rescue me from being lonely in romanticized my knight in shining armor or having a perfect lover or friend. In general, I just want someone there to share my thoughts and feelings with care. Therefore, we need someone special, fantasizing in an attempt to fill the void of our loneliness. Second, I learned to cry, I am now considering my tears in expressing my pain because my loneliness would also be accompanied with tears. This time I cannot consider of doing things such as staring with the corner of my room.

Whenever I am lonely, my loneliness was always associated with inactivity. I am just lying in bed, sit and I am feel that I am very obsess of trying to make sense of my loneliness. I lost my self, having no direction or purpose in life I am now very confused of what I have done. Because of this thirdly, I learn to fight against of being inactive. I am now starting making things to become more active in dealing with this loneliness because as one of the lonely individual, I spend my time of trying to make sense of the reality and doing this requires me to become inactive individual. Lastly, I am now trying to be close to God. Asking for His guidance, love, blessings and help on overcoming this loneliness within me. I am also praying for someone who can share with me as I struggle my pains and praying for miracles to come.

That’s all I can share with you my Lonely Gazers...I hope that you will be guided accordingly with my realizations of loneliness...Just think that all things in this world are just something that God created to satisfy our self. For those who are in love, each one of us has a right to love but think of it that making love of someone or something can cause loneliness.

God Bless You All..Lonely Gazers!!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Good Day!!

" Every human being's existence is a lonely existence." Think and reflect every day of your life and then try to truly understand what it is behind you, to experienced all the things you have experienced, to understand your joys and happiness, your pains and sorrows. Surely there are possibilities that we can talk to other people about how we feel, we can draw pictures, we can play music but all this attempt to communicate ultimately leaves something behind. We cannot always get our feelings, ideas or experiences exactly we need to accept that there is a painful reality that ultimately we are all alone. Loneliness visits every human soul even if we have different feelings, experiences and life history.
Just like me, everytime I enter my room I feel that I am in prison. Even though I came from school full of laughters with my friends and classmates but then again I directly think of my parents longing for their love and care. At the same time my loneliness visits me just like on the cold winter days or cold gloomy rainy days.
But suddenly, when I am all alone I've realized that being lonely makes me more weak, leaving the things that makes me feel better and cannot appreciate someone or something aside from my parents who love and care of me.
Therefore, for all my Lonely Gazers, whether we would like to agree or not, loneliness is such a universal phenomenon that human beings do not expect to come....


God Bless Lonely Gazers.....Try to find happiness in everything you do!!!